Well my life has taken a very drastic and severe turn.
Turns out I'm pregnant...About 2 months now. Ahahaha..... >.>
But the daddy is a real sweetheart I'd trust with my life...I love him so much he's just so precious. Treats me so nice.......<3
I'm not too thrilled. It's not the best time to have a baby. I don't want my body ruined because I've just gained a lot of self-confidence in the last year and decided I'm pretty. And I've been real vain about it. Maybe a little too much. But I don't want my beauty and youth gone........lol. I'll just have to be a youthful, fun mom who still likes to look pretty. Ahahahaha that'll be hard....But at least I have a good daddy to help and support me. I look forward to giving him a fresh start in life with his own family, since he's had a pretty unhappy life so far. I'll be good to him, especially since he's so good to me. =]
Now to art....I haven't been really productive at all. I no longer have internet at my house. So I can't upload Deviations or anything. =[ And my creativity is gone...Drained.
Going back to school very soon...And I'm actually quite excited about it! Was supposed to go shopping yesterday...But our car broke down on the way up to my dad's...And he was gone working on it today. Then we were supposed to go shopping today...But turns out the car wasn't quite fixed yet, so we couldn't go anywhere. Still haven't gone shopping. ;-;
Hope we can make it out tomorrow to get supplies and a few clothes at least!!
Well.....Not much else to say.
I miss Josh. My little Mi Mao. My little daddy.